Its hard to start over in a sense when you leave your current position. Taking that initial first step of sending your resumes to different companies already puts you in a vulnerable situation. Do you leave or do you go? The questions don't only stay with the job outlook, but moving into a different country where you barely speak an ounce of the native language. I never went away for college or lived on my own, I've been stuck in this bubble for way too long. I've always made planned out decisions, it may be time for me to just jump and let myself fall.