Fringe and Florals

I am in this phase of florals and fringe. Its gotten a little ridiculous actually, and when I really like something I tend to buy the same things over and over. After seeing these photos I don't feel like I'm the only one that feels this way.

♥A.

I Dream in Elegance and Décor

Since I am current in no situation to purchase my own home, I always find random images that inspire me to imagine what I would want my home to look like. I know this sounds rather sad, and lame, but I have started quite a collection of images/photos that I hope to use someday. This vision of mine sees an apartment somewhere in Europe, or New York. Although give my current location, I can't complain about my view, or almost perfect weather. Being near a beach is great, but living in a place of elegance and charm is oh so inviting.

♥A.

Up Up and Away...

Misconception of beautiful Memories

I don't know if this the same for everyone, but I always grew up with this misconception that everything in your life eventually falls into place. You go to the right schools, you meet the right type of people, find the right type of job, and be happy where you are. I hate the fact that I believed in something much more than reality. Childhood dreams are just the misconception that just gives you disappointments as an adult. The truth hurts, and maybe if you continue to lie long enough, you'll end up believing it yourself.

♥A.

Being a part from what really matters most.

So many places to go, too little money to do so...

6 more weeks till the start of a new beginning! I graduate, and still I have yet to find a decent job. Therefore, I have decided to take a month of from to travel, and figure out my life, myself, and my future. Now its about finding the funds to pay for this crazy idea, and hoping that my school loans will just disappear! ;) It's hard to be selfish when you feel that you aren't quite in a situation to be selfish. I never thought of College graduation to be bitter sweet, I almost not want to graduate yet. I feel so stuck in a bubble of mindlessness that I don't believe that I'm ready for this. I used reasons to opt out of things because of college, now I can't carry that excuse around. I feel at a stand still. Hopefully this thought is just temporary, and in the meantime I am dreaming of a sweet long summer filled with travels.

♥A.

Dreaming is such a distraction from reality

I never cease to amaze me how I will waste a perfectly good day, lost in a somber of thoughts, and indescribable endeavors. Sometimes I feel that it may just be an escape from reality, be hey a girl can dream can't she? It's better to find alternatives, than to be put in situation of pressured contentment.